In the realm of totalitarian kitsch.

This Inspires me.

A question is like a knife that slices through the stage backdrop and gives us a look at what lies hidden behind it. – Milan Kundera

Has anyone ever found out the answer to the question ‘why?’? Is it a question? Well I interpret it as one. It could however be a question of undeniably infinite possible answers, thus asking the question ‘Why?’ to the question ‘Why?’ would render some difficulties. This could mean that life is ever evolving, ever changing but utterly pointless as it will happen again. Maybe pessimism but that’s kinda how I grew up.

I found out my dear old grandma has the same mentality as me though. Its the urge to succeed and to the best. To think positive. Well forever have had I had no luck, but always kept the fact that it will be all ok. Though in the last 6 months I’ve not been so confident. Things have changed me, great things have happened, love being one of them. Although I’m confused. So very very confused. To this I question, why?

Milan Kundera’s literature is top stuff. I will probably either re-read his books for many times I am sure. It helps me understand things better, but still not my own mess. Everything I live for is against most kitsch, but my mind needs to be organised in a very kitsch way. Its only logical right? I know a lot of people don’t think like that though. You could imagine everyone being a jigsaw piece and not fitting in with anyone else. Social groups can be explained this way too. If no one thinks the same, then the same coloured pieces group together and the bigger ones get seen more. The corner pieces are always the aged, wise and successful amongst us.

This is probably a strange melanchonic rant, however It’s myself trying to define my experiences. It is amazing how moods change in an instant.

I listened to Michael Andrews – Goldfish, earlier. Such a haunting song that is on the score to one of my favourite films. Look it up.
This is also worth a watch http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=roj_YQ6kXwU

peace & 3 blind sugar mice x